[his eyes are shut firmly as he nears his peak, so distracted that maybe he doesn't even notice that the tears have started to bead on his lashes, or how, when he comes on a wet gasp, eyes barely parting to pitch black, they fall down his temples and into his hair.]
[he may not notice, but Skulduggery does. he's slow to pull his one hand free, riding out the aftershocks of his orgasm, raising the other to run his thumb across the wet trail from his eye.]
It's... [a faint grin] I hardly have words for it. Never in even my most absurd fantasies did I ever imagine... that someone could look upon me as I want to be, as I am...
[he traces his thumb across his hairline, slipping his other hand free to rest on his thigh.]
I wish that weren't true. I wish you'd had the chance to be seen by others, not merely projected upon. But, I would be lying if I said I wasn't honored to be the first.
Hmmm... The way you plead for me to touch you. The noises you make when I finally do. The way you look, riding my hand... [he tilts his head in a grin, squeezing the flesh under his hand.] Just to name a few.
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Shhh. I've got you.
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It's... [a faint grin] I hardly have words for it. Never in even my most absurd fantasies did I ever imagine... that someone could look upon me as I want to be, as I am...
[and not demand something else. someone else.]
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I wish that weren't true. I wish you'd had the chance to be seen by others, not merely projected upon. But, I would be lying if I said I wasn't honored to be the first.
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No one could ever make me feel like you do. Of that, I am entirely certain.
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[joking, but also not]
But I will say, I hope that smile of yours is able to be freely shared one day. No harm in them seeing how cute happiness makes you.
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[pause]
... Smirking doesn't count, right? [just checking.]
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No, my dear. It just isn't the same.